1. 26
    May

    Fifty Shades

    I wish my relationship was closer to that of a fictional novel.

    To feel so desired, protected and needed.

    Not needed in the way a baby needs a parent or the way an unemployed person needs cash but the way your personalities compliment each other and challenge each other to be better humans.

    Much to ponder…

  2. 7
    May

    "Be the change you wish to see in this world"

    - Gandhi
  3. 5
    May

    Sometimes truth bites you in the bum.

    Maybe the reason why i don’t have many friends is because i have this shitty piece of my mind that continually expresses my worthlessness and uselessness.
    To be frank, it is easier to accept having no friends then making the effort to build new friendships.

    Breakthrough!!

    I have friends; i was just too scared to get to know them. I have secured many moments of future fun and building of friendships with the people who have already accepted me.

    Can’t wait to go ice skating! Prepare our skills for ice hockey!!

  4. 12
    Apr

    Last night i dreamt of a fierce storm over jervis bay, after the storm cleared i ventured outside of my family home. The air was thick with dust and there was a deathly silence. Shells pounded the neighbours backyard, we were being bombed, i was terrified but attempted to lead the group of people with me to safety… This is all i recall.

  5. 21
    28
    Mar

    "

    Be honest with yourself about who you are, and have the courage to be that person. If you want to fuck, then go fuck. If you want to get drunk, get drunk. If someone tries to judge you or shame you for doing safe, consensual things that make you happy, I can guarantee you they’re a bad person–tell them to lick the dark part of your ass and cut them out of your life. No one has it all figured out, especially not the people who are acting like they do and judging you because of it. Pretending to be something you aren’t because you’re trying to please a bunch of judgmental hypocrites and shitheads is not the way to be happy; living the life you want to live is.

    It’s that simple.

    "

    - Tucker Max (via weeves)

    (via dontcryitsjustsarcasm)

  6. 14
    Mar

    Booyah!

    I made a difference.

    I google image search pictures of “fat people exercising”… And i got up and did 40mins of strength and cardio.

    I followed this with a friendly faceyb discussion with a very old pal.

    Then today i booked in my first singing lesson for monday at 430pm and my first proper guitar lesson for tuesday at 7pm. Both surprisingly cheap!

    I also spent half an hour on the phone to my friend who is visiting on the weekend and another friend dropped by after work!

    I don’t know what i was complaining about!!

  7. 13
    Mar

    Sadsack moment.

    I feel like in stuck in some sort of bad karma. Like i’ve done something bad and the past 6 months have been my punishment.

    My so called friendships have sunken like the titanic. I have probably only 2 people that i can call on and they are both moving away.

    My sister has no concept of empathy or compassion and speaks to me like a heartless bitch.

    I have this part of darkness inside me that wants to grow, wants to shake the ground below me and send the world crashing down. Sometimes i resist and sometimes i let it out.

    I am the queen of my workplace and feel worthy of the respect i receive but outside those gates, i am just an overweight, unconfident girl with no friends.

    What happened?! Where did that confidence go?! How could a fall out with one person cause such loss?! What the hell have i done?! Was i not nice enough?! Was i not friendly?! Or is there someone speading the news that im not worth the trouble… Whatever it is, i have no answers…

    But then i know that what i need is to get up, brush off and go and make a fucking difference!

  8. 5
    Mar

    You know what…

    I love adam. I love being his missus. I love thinking of him. I love every loving moment i spend with him. I love riding scooters together, watching movies, learning about space. I love making him the happiest man alive.

    And i want to make him happy till the day i die

  9. 14309
    21
    Feb

    "Only hang around people that are positive and make you feel good. Anybody who doesn’t make you feel good kick them to the curb and the earlier you start in your life the better. The minute anybody makes you feel weird and non included or not supported, you know, either beat it or tell them to beat it."

    - Amy Poehler (via stupidhandshakeything)

    Note to self

    (via dontcryitsjustsarcasm)

  10. 9459
    12
    Feb
    :)

    :)

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